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Now I'm so tired.
I faced the problem of work, finance and love. Everything at once.
One is the preaching that I know.
"When you do good. Then you will be hard and suffer more. "
This is the doctrine that I adhere to in all my heart when I'm tired.
Sometimes preaching can not help me.
I'm not sure. How can I pass several adverse events in the life of my life?
Sometimes I don't see a solution for the problem.
But every time that can pass the problem. I was confused for a while as well.
Whenever possible, the problem is through a very horrible. Seemed to be unable to pass.
To be tired. But the problem is to edit and find a solution?
This is not the first time I had problems with my life.
I had big problems in the past about 2-3 times in the past 30 years of life.
I was very rich.
I had a lot of happiness.
I left food intake does not regret sticking.
I used to live luxurious
I used to live comfortably.
I had no rice to eat.
I was discouraged.
I was desperate.
I have no money to some Baht
I've had a very hard life.
I used to be in the highest point of my life.
And I used to be in the lowest point of my life.
I had thought, "If I die, I came to live worth it," but today this idea has been changed as well, I have a son and this is the man who changed my life.
I have the brain power, I have the energy to work. The work I do will not be happy But I'm proud of the work. I have someone waiting for me when I returned from work.
My life just started again in May 2010.
I have no inheritance because my brothers.
I got the one I called dad. "Let me and my family to somewhere else."
But my father to raise my brothers well.
I started my life again.
I don't know "How can I do with my family?"
But now I know and I pround in my life and every walk that I can do.
My initial anger and very sad that my father made me like this.
But now I know. "I'm angry or I'm sorry. But my father never knew. "
What does I do something wrong?
Why my father never loved me.?
I can only ask with my mind.
Don't have anyone who can tell me
Why?I was wrong, I regret to my father several times.
My father never fulfillment of my life.
I was born to make my father be shy.